I'm happy today!

I got homework to do but I'm to lazy to do it. One of my little sisters is visiting me too, so that is my excuse. I don't have to worry about finding a job anymore, because my step-dad is going to pay all of my bills for me. he's so cool. He just want me to worry about school work for now. Now I feel really bad about seeing my ex, because he is one of the main reasons that I had all the bills to begin with, and my parents would be really mad at me if they found out. So I think I'm just gonna be friends with him, he pisses me off too much anywayz. Yea I love him, but it's different now, I'm not stupid enough to repeat what hapened before. But yea, I'm happy, there are only a few things that I gotta worry about now. At least I shouldn't feel as depressed anymore, people actually tried to tell me to go to counceling and stuff! Yea like putting me on anti-depressant pills are actually gonna make me feel better, I highly doubt that they are gonna make all my problems go away, I hate drugs! I can't talk to strangers either, I'm too anti-social. I can fix my own life. I quit drinking and I haven't had a cigarrette in over a month, I am so proud of myself.